Summary
Read manhwa Try Begging Me / 내게 빌어봐
Captain Leon Winston of the Western Command of the Kingdom of Ripon, Domestic Intelligence Division. Despite his elegant and noble appearance, he is known as the “Vampire of Campton” for his relentless torture of rebels, making him both revered and cursed by allies and enemies alike. “I always wanted to shove my pistol into your narrow little cunt and stir it around.” Oddly enough, the maid of the torture chamber, Sally Bristol, became the object of his uncontrollable desire, much like the rage he felt towards the rebels. She was just an ordinary, unremarkable woman… So why did the scent of her blood keep arousing him? The mystery didn’t last long. The moment her name slipped from the lips of a rebel spy, he realized it. He no longer needed to suppress his violent desires. “I refrained because I didn’t want to hurt a good girl, but now there’s no need to hold back. Thank you, Sally. Oh, no… Grace.” If you want to live, beg me. You never know, I might just grant your wish. *Please note that this work contains content such as violence and coercive relationships, which may be polarizing.
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 46 June 20, 2025
- Chapter 45 June 13, 2025
- Chapter 44 June 6, 2025
- Chapter 43 May 30, 2025
- Chapter 42 May 23, 2025
- Chapter 41 May 17, 2025
- Chapter 40 May 9, 2025
- Chapter 39 May 2, 2025
- Chapter 38 April 25, 2025
- Chapter 37 April 18, 2025
- Chapter 36 January 24, 2025
- Chapter 35 January 17, 2025
- Chapter 34 January 11, 2025
- Chapter 33 January 3, 2025
- Chapter 32 December 27, 2024
- Chapter 31 December 21, 2024
- Chapter 30 December 13, 2024
- Chapter 29 December 6, 2024
- Chapter 28 November 30, 2024
- Chapter 27 November 21, 2024
- Chapter 26 November 14, 2024
- Chapter 25 November 2, 2024
- Chapter 24 October 26, 2024
- Chapter 23 October 17, 2024
- Chapter 22 October 12, 2024
- Chapter 21 October 4, 2024
- Chapter 20 September 27, 2024
- Chapter 19 September 20, 2024
- Chapter 18 September 14, 2024
- Chapter 17 September 6, 2024
- Chapter 16 September 1, 2024
- Chapter 15 August 29, 2024
- Chapter 14 August 29, 2024
- Chapter 13 August 28, 2024
- Chapter 12 August 28, 2024
- Chapter 11 August 27, 2024
- Chapter 10 August 27, 2024
- Chapter 9 August 26, 2024
- Chapter 8 August 25, 2024
- Chapter 7 August 25, 2024
- Chapter 6 August 25, 2024
- Chapter 5 August 24, 2024
- Chapter 4 August 24, 2024
- Chapter 3 August 24, 2024
- Chapter 2 August 24, 2024
- Chapter 1 August 24, 2024
blackpanther92
@Sania0_0
Facts .
LunaDrea
Everyone please be aware of this story is not for the weak this story is VERY graphic the ML is really sinister, this story is not for everyone to read this guy is morally BLACK if you guys like reading this type of story then go ahead if not then i don’t suggest it lets all be respectful of the author
LunaDrea
@blackpanther92
since your going to say something then im going to say this Don’t get in the drama because i’m also reading this story and what @Senia14 is saying is right you should just move on like she said i understand that this story is not for everyone but that’s why this story has trigger warnings for a reason. I’ve been reading the comments and is right on both sides. Yes this story is very graphic and is not for the weak BUT like it or not this story does falls into DARK romance i get what @senia14 is saying from her past comments the issue is that you guys are erasing the “dark” in this genre and just think this is supposed to be ONLY “Romance” lol DARK romance is about MLs who are villains and anti heroes their supposed to be on the aggressive violent side like @senia14 said some are just more sinister then others it was always like that this is a whole different realm of ML that’s why this genre has trigger warnings for a reason this is not Disney lol and that’s where you guys messed up lol she is not defending the ML or defending the rape that hes doing or being a victim. i think is normal for her to defend herself when the other person came at her, you guys just want to put it that way on her but she is aware what this ML is, you guys are putting this situation so huge that is becoming ridiculous when MOST people is aware what this ML is about lol now when it came to her responds on the other girl well that was @SEXYBOSS issue how she responded but you shouldn’t get triggered by that and left it alone
Sania0_0
There’s nothing but rape
blackpanther92
Okay, I didn’t want to write my review till the manhwa was finished, but just because I read the novel doesn’t mean I agree with everything in it. For a variety of reasons, readers continue to read , some are interested in the ML’s redemption or punishment, others enjoy the supporting cast or want to see how the plot develops or they want to see how the story is progressing yet others simply want to point out its flaws and offer criticism. Stories don’t operate that way, not everyone reads something because they agree with the action it promotes.
@SEXYBOSS is right about the real definition of dark romance the story romanticizing abuse and because yep, some of the situations clearly cross the line. The problem is that real dark romance doesn’t just throw in abuse and call it edgy. It’s supposed to explore twisted, morally grey relationships with depth, not turn trauma into a love story without consequences. Exploring dark situations is not the same as simply slapping a nice face on it and calling it romance. Calling it out doesn’t make someone weak and that’s where the problem lies. It indicates that they are more knowledgeable about the genre than some people who act as if they are defending it.
Although it was reasonable when someone was making fun of you right away, misrepresenting her statements, and acting as though everyone who criticizes the ML must be hateful, I wish @SEXYBOSS had handled it better by not responding much to @senia14 ‘s personal attacks and disrespect that type of energy isn’t exactly healthy. @senia14 You cannot make fun of someone and then appear shocked when they return the favor. Not to mention that dropping your Instagram account and telling other to call you is a foolish, immature, act.
Even if it’s a manhwa, readers are free to discuss what bothers them in it. Telling people to shut up and not to read just because you don’t like what they said isn’t your right it’s you trying to dictate who gets to speak.
Senia14
@blackpanther92
first of all i didnt have an issue, yall can feel what yall wanna feel is fine but you would think someone who doesn’t like the story is still here stalking on the comments to see who gave her attention when she could’ve moved on ….all i said was no one answered her since 2024 …now your answering but thats because i said something lol if i would’ve never said anything we wouldn’t be having this convo …thats all lol … but the chick had a fit when i said that , she wanna be whining about it and call me high school names lol soooooooooooo i want to REALLY confront her cuz she was taking my comment too the ass and she back out when she took it there ….now if u dont like this story then hey thats fine not all dark romance stories are good cuz some MLs are more sinister then others ….but again all i said was no one answered her and she started cursing …so GO BACK cuz your basically missing what was the real issue
Senia14
@blackpanther92
and not to be rude but your saying that you wished “@SEXYBOSS had handled it better by not responding much to @senia14 ‘s personal attacks and disrespect that type of energy isn’t exactly healthy.” but yet you wanna come into the convo when it was done lol you basically said she messed up lol in a nice way lol …so honestly hun you should’ve left it alone and not entertain this situation …like i said everyone has the right to put their opinion on here but theres a mature way to respond… like you just said lol …..but she made the convo WORSE when it wasn’t even that serious, cuz i didn’t attack her she just took my comment seriously and starting cursing lol all i said was a small comment and she barked cuz she hit a nerve so i was entertaining her thats all lol and telling someone to call me isnt childish cuz again like you said you wished she didnt keep on writing cuz is not healthy right??? well i agree i was going DIRECT instead of going back and fourth on here and call it a day …that how i do things ….but is all good tho the convo is over so u can respectfully move on
blackpanther92
@senia14 Lets be honest you keep trying to paint yourself as victim who just made a small comment, but let’s be real calling people idiots like you did to me and other users weeks ago trying to silence anyone who dares criticize the ML telling us to fuck off,, mocking someone’s comment with “no one read your shit,” even now you still mocking and trying to gaslight everyone you’re trying to do the same thing with me, mocking me for cutting in. Calling someone a stalker just Responding to a discussion thread isn’t stalking you should look up what that word actually means. If anything, especially when you’re the one jumping into people’s replies the moment they post something. And you literally dropped your Instagram telling someone to call you if anyone was inviting extra attention, we would went to your IG to harrass you but but trust me , no cares because it’s a manhwa threads/review we’re just here criticizing a problematic story. These threads are public, and anyone can respond any time when they see something worth addressing, You tell people to move on while still writing long replies to everyone . So I’ve said what I needed to say, and I won’t be replying again. You clearly want a fight, and I’m not here to entertain that
Senia14
@blackpanther92
Sweat heart you ARE entertaining it cuz your basically are getting in it lol ….. if your triggered from how i was talking to her then i cant help you ….if you wanna start an argument which thats where your going with me …then im going to tell you the same thing i told her …you can come and find me and we can talk it out cuz now your doing the same thing she is doing lol if you wanna say all that BS to make you feel better on here then go ahead lol i said what i said in the past dont bring the past cuz it over and yall hurt lol …your NOT putting an opinion lol your being triggered and now u wanna argue with me and say your feelings lol ….didnt you say this aint heathy? and you wished she would’ve stopped? so why are you even commenting lol when YOU could’ve moved on lol ….. no one is acting like the victim sweet heart yall get triggered easily from a few words i said to her and now yall making it about the ML lmaoo which right now i dont even care about that lol so stop putting words in my mouth cuz recently i never told anyone to shut up or fuck off lol in the past i stated my opinion as well but now it wasn’t even about that ..so again all i said was no one replied to her comment and gave a shit lol …now if yall don’t like the way how i said that then oh well lol keep on whining
SEXYBOSS
@SEXYBOSS
dude You keep obsessively chasing my comments, and other repeating same shit and that only proves how unbalanced you are. I’m not sinking to your level more because it will make me unstable to like you or getting dragged into your mental illness . If you want to show everyone how unstable you really are, keep going with that but I’m done wasting my time on someone clearly out of control because you lost it☺️ . Bottom line you’re the one who’s unstable, not me and everyone can see it and No one can help you with that unfortunately🤷♀️Sorry but we will be here criticizing fictional abusers charactere me and others .
SEXYBOSS
@Senia14
That final statement for you ☝️
Senia14
@SEXYBOSS
i havent lost it i just wanted to go straight to the point which you backed off …u need to learn that everyone is different doesn’t mean anything what you just said …..so again cuz your not paying attention ….i haven’t chased anyone i just answered you lol “no one answered your comment” thats what i told you lol and from there you kept following my comments with high school names… ya kno you broke a nerve…. and you even mentioned my other comments in the past lol which you just proved your a stalker and looking for attention you basically just dug your own grave lol i only saw your comment recently doesn’t mean im stalking you lol but yeah u wanna use my words on me cuz you have nothing to say but bark not to mention idk why you still here in 2025 when your comment was old last year idk why your here lol probably searching to see if someone answered lol don’t try to look innocent now changing the story around…. so again you replied lol SOOOOOOOOOOO call me now cuz im waiting cuz it seems like you have time lol …or are you gonna keep talking about this story which no one is gonna care like i said from the beginning …which one???
Senia14
@SEXYBOSS
and you keep begging for attention lol cuz you keep barking replying to my comments again your following me around lol thats why i said call me …either that OR keep talking about the story which your not doing BUT again no one cares like i said from the beginning …so which one you gonna do? call me or keep talking about your story??? you keep ignoring the real issue here lol your scared dude
SEXYBOSS
@Senia14
didn’t you said you don’t want to reply to someone like me yet you’re replying talking about attention seeking dude I’m enjoying this 😂.You’re trying hard to remove me from the site because you don’t want people like yourself being exposed that’s why you want me in private .
You seem really pressed for someone who keeps claiming they’re unbothered. Calling me a stalker because I replied once, while you’re the one checking this section religiously? Let’s not kid ourselves. You’re not here for discussion you’re here to shout over anyone who holds your favorite fictional predator accountable.
It’s 2025 and people still confuse criticism with ‘hate,’ as if calling out problematic writing is a crime. You’re defending fantasy rape scenes and calling others childish make it make sense. And the whole ‘come find me on IG’ bit? That’s not confidence, that’s desperation for attention.
You’re free to enjoy your story, but people are also free to critique it especially when it glorifies coercion and abuse. It’s not stalking, it’s called having standards. So if you’re that offended by valid criticism, maybe it’s not others who need to grow up .
Senia14
@SEXYBOSS
yeah exactly thats what i thought lol girl now i know you scared to call cuz i get it is easier to reply here and now your hiding …i told you i would entertain you why you keep answering here? your scared lol cuz you know ima shut you up real quick since your looking for someone to entertain you through here lmaoo ….desperation? girl you wanted attention when you wrote that book im giving you what you asked for lol this is what you gonna get so call and prove your point since you wanna be yapping here …cuz right now your being a punk hiding through these comments lol …..im waiting and we can end it there……
SEXYBOSS
@Senia14
If you’re so confident in your stance, you wouldn’t need to keep begging for a phone call like it’s a flex. I’m not hiding I’m just not dumb enough to entertain drama off-platform where there’s no accountability. You keep trying to turn this into a circus, but I’m here to critique a story, not feed your need for chaos.
Calling someone ‘scared’ because they won’t play into your distractions isn’t power it’s projection. You’ve made it clear you can’t handle disagreement without turning it personal. So go ahead and keep performing. I’ll stay focused on the actual issue holding fictional abusers accountable /something you clearly can’t handle. 🤷♀️
Senia14
@SEXYBOSS
yeah keep on using my words to defending yourself and keep on stalking me and keep hiding love lolyour assuming again …. i dont need anyone to hear me on here with my voice except you you still not getting it lol your talking in circles instead of going direct… the funny thing is you think you got me on here but you dont cuz you already back down long ago now your just barking and using my words lol since you dont have anything you to defend yourself with …im going around the reply buttons to see if you follow lol and your falling for it lol thats hilarious …..yeahhhhhhh your talking about this story now alright lmaoo ….girl just call me lmaooo if you gonna keep on commenting stop being scared either that or keep on talking about this story which one is it???? but again no one is gonna care like i said from the beginning you started this war and im also going to stand by that since im the only one who gave you attention =) .
SEXYBOSS
@Senia14
You keep begging for a call like it’s the final boss battle, but newsflash no one owes you a live😂 performance. The only one obsessed with this back-and-forth is you checking reply buttons, tracking comments, trying to provoke because you’ve mistaken attention for relevance. I’m not hiding I’m choosing not to feed a meltdown. You wanted a ‘war’? Congrats, you’re fighting alone. I’m here to critique a story, not audition for your drama series.You keep crying about wanting a ‘war,” and how badass you are when it just exposes how insecure and desperate for control you are.☺️ This isn’t about the story for you it’s all about feeding your own ego and need for attention. I’m here to critique, not to get dragged into your childish power trips.
Senia14
@SEXYBOSS
LMAO!!!! girl dont try to use my words and throw my words back at me hun …try harder LOL just because you have nothing better to say and you still make no sense you not listening but bark i told you why i saw your comment and i just saw it now if that was the case i wouldve hit you up last year lmaoo like i said is 2025 and your stalking people in this section when you dont even like this story so why are you here?? lmaoo …ill tell you what …come find me on IG x_Senia_x hit me up with a message and call me so we can talk this out since you wanna keep going and you want more attention … ill show you how to entertain someone i promise … if not then i understand is very easy to talk through here hiding lol
Senia14
@SEXYBOSS
see there you go again lol is not about confidence sweat heart… is about giving you what you asked for …..your scared lol if you would’ve had balls like your talking in these comments you wouldve called lol but instead your just choosing to talk on here and assume BS … you talking about “cant handle” is not about if i can “handle” im trying to give you what you asked for lol but you know you wouldnt be able to handle me on the phone so now your choosing to talk here lmaoo and talking smack out your mouth …i swear people like you are hilarious then when you find someone that can shut yall up then yall wanna back up and get scared and start talking random things on here judging people with out knowing who they are lmaoo……. “I’m here to critique a story” you say??? now your changing it LOL! cuz thats not what it looks like lol it if that was true you wouldve never replied with childish comments with name calling cuz all i said no one replied
to you and you got upset lmaooo you couldve have said it in a different way but your looking for war …and now your scared saying all this stuff to back up your fear, to make you feel better ..im build different sweat heart i go straight forward and waste no time on here thats just how i am …but i have time for YOU today so again.im waiting =) ….if you not gonna call then stop assuming how people are and keep it moving …you dont like the story?? thats fine theres some stories i dont like too …but i dont go on here looking for war when you cant win one ….im replaying to you cuz im always on this story im not a stalker like you and i wouldnt even be here if i didnt like this story wasting my time …..so try again boo cuz im waiting
Senia14
@SEXYBOSS
yeah you stay doing that …like i said no one replied to you since 2025 =) …now if you wanna take it further come find me
Senia14
@SEXYBOSS
excuse me until 2025 i mean which was ME (^_^)
SEXYBOSS
@ Senia14
Ah, there it is again 🤡 projection wrapped in performative confidence. You keep screaming I’m scared because you need to believe it. 🤣That’s the only way you can protect your fragile little ego by pretending anyone who refuses to feed into your attention-craving theatrics is ‘backing down.’ Sweetheart, I’m not scared. I’m just not stupid because I’m not falling to your bait and I’m smart not like you .
See, unlike you, I don’t need to prove myself over the phone like it’s some 2005 and you’re hosting a reality TV meltdown. Real strength isn’t about who yells louder it’s about who doesn’t need to. And trust me, I see you. The constant provocation, the obsession with ‘entertainment,’ the way you mask insecurity with fake dominance? Classic narcissistic defense. You need someone to argue with to feel important and today, I’m simply giving you that spotlight that you aalways belive you have it on this site.
You want me to call because you can’t handle not being the loudest voice in the room. But here’s the thing: I don’t argue with people who treat debates like personal therapy sessions. I slamed before based on your disrespect for me and others personnally .This isn’t about the story anymore for you it’s about control. And the fact that I won’t dance for your ego? That’s what really gets under your skin.🤣
So keep barking in the void, convinced you’re the boss. I’m not backing off. I’m just stepping over your noise but I’m still voicing my opinion.
wawaaaaa
fuckin hell
Senia14
@SEXYBOSS
Is 2025 ….Guess no one gave a shit about your comment or your opinion lmao wrote all that for nothing
SEXYBOSS
WOMP WOMP ! STFU Grapist simper 🤣🤡 and take a shower you stinks down there .No one care about you barking same this in every comment Now cry
Senia14
@SEXYBOSS
childish ………thats all u can say lol ….and look your still here checking if someone gave you attention ….if you hate this story so much why u still here? lol is 2025 boo …people still reading it no matter what you say lol keep on having a heart attack lol and keep on whining lol … and im not barking hun your the one that’s catching feelings lol and it definitely shows =)
SEXYBOSS
Talking about whinning and desperate when you keep replying same paragraph to every person and when someone caling the ML for being a rapist how angry you get 🤣🤡
SEXYBOSS
It is 2025, and thankfully, people are more open than ever to calling out harmful content .I’m here to comment, read, and express my opinion you can’t do anything about .Calling me attention seeker girl you’re the one who replied being angry to me I stated facts and you called others them stupid for having differents view 😂 and since you acted nasty like you people always do I will troll you back .You give what you receive .There we go 🤷♀️
Senia14
@SEXYBOSS
again your a child thats all you can defend yourself with, Name Callings lol like a high schooler lol ….well thank you for being a stalker, looks like your one of those lol but you haven’t been paying attention, at least when i reply i do it in a grown manner not a high schooler calling people names and getting a pop vein lol and not knowing what genre yall just stepped in cuz thats yall problem lol then yall get a heart attack when called out …..your just looking for a fight like every hater on here when instead you can just keep moving from these comments which is childish… theres a grown way in saying you dont like this story cuz i seen people say it instead of crying about it …your barking aint gonna help lol know the difference between a comment thats barking at you with ridiculous names vs someone who is just speaking on the regular …i only said no one replied to you cuz your irreverent, your comment is old and no one spoke to you lol people still reading this story anyways lol that’s all…. u wanna cry cuz i said that? then go have a heart attack …im fine over here and most of us are still going to read this story lol …people reply to me all time but is just regular convos lol im actually having one now through the chapters lol … but keep whining and keep calling people names cuz again no one cares people have the right to read what they want … is like your saying if i watch a scary movie or a serial killer documentary i support murder lol how dumb does that sound lol if that was the case we all turn into jeffrey dahmer lol and the world would turn into the Purge Lmao! but thats not going to happen lol you guys are exaggerating Lol i think we are all grown here to know what’s right and what’s wrong lol …if u wanna waste your time in your life calling people names like “Rapist defender” blah blah blah like we in high school then you go and do that if that makes yall feel better lol but your not a threat here sweet heart lol your words are weak boo cuz people are still reading it and the author is still going to keep this story =) …and look your still here meaning your probably curious about the story too either that or u just looking for attention being a stalker lol im here in these comments cuz i read the story lol …….you know what i do when i don’t like a story? i just move on instead of barking at people to get attention lol …..so you have a nice day, finish whatever u gotta say like a high schooler …careful dont blow up your brain lol .
SEXYBOSS
@Senia14
lol you just prove how delutional you are calling me stalker 😂 who stalk people each week to check if someone is calling him out for his rapist behaviour start barking on them” why are you here then don’t read just go ” as usual your classic phrase because they’re criticizing the charactere for their doings you even called those people dumb and stupid and yeah I yeah it shows what manners you have ,Now you want to act the victim .Also If noticed my first statement I knew a delutional rapist defender (sorry for being childish 🤡) like you will get emotional at me and will reply to my comment because you can’t handle facts and I saw how youl talk to people trying to silence them ..And here we go you just did lol .Calling people “stalkers” or “high schoolers” .doesn’t make your point stronger it just proves that you’re more focused on dismissing criticism than understanding it. If you truly believed your opinion stood on solid ground, you wouldn’t need to write an entire essay belittling everyone who disagrees. Your though on why people did not reply to me and they did it with you because they agree with me and they tried to see if they can reason with you by showing you facts but instead you showsed how unstable you are by calling them names .About reading the story yes I’m reading it and criticizing it do you why ? 🤣because that’s why criticism exist and critics should watch the whole content to critic it .You’re brag about the author and the story will stay then why are you that paranoid about people criticim that much ? .Just like the author exist , ,people will stay and criticize it .About you’re claim about serial killers and horror film yes atleast ther’re acknowledge as crime not as romance and normalizing abuse big difference hun . Just like the story is saying just use to people criticizing wrong behaviours in the story ,try to get used to it 🤷♀️ .Careful Not to cry much lol.. Have a nice to .
vmarshall
Any updates?
Vivian
note to self: chapter 36