Hmm. There’s a couple reasons self-hatred can develop, I wonder which he was trying to indicate by revealing that to her? Powerlessness seems like an easy answer, since he wouldn’t be able to stay friends with her if she opposes something Ayur supports, but I have to wonder if that’s all it is
Talerielle Laurel
Hmm. There’s a couple reasons self-hatred can develop, I wonder which he was trying to indicate by revealing that to her? Powerlessness seems like an easy answer, since he wouldn’t be able to stay friends with her if she opposes something Ayur supports, but I have to wonder if that’s all it is
RuchieMR
My thoughts too
MiscMech
Maybe he feels guilt for the death of the previous matriarch? Or anger that he can’t overcome the regent?