This is something which has touched me deep. I had a friend who was like lu sheng and… He inspired me a lot… But i don’t know where that encouragement is now that he is not here.. I am feeling stuck doing nothing. I am afraid of what if i couldn’t achieve things like he did… I am afraid to loose. Loose what do i have to loose I sometimes wonder… I need to get out of my screen addiction and fear of people. I know I should do there things but what is it that I couldn’t … I can’t bring myself to do it.. Is it laziness? Bordem? Or am I just not the person who is not meant for it? Or is it that I am just self pitying myself when I can’t even figure out how to be a normal person let alone figure out my goal.
Souler
This is something which has touched me deep. I had a friend who was like lu sheng and… He inspired me a lot… But i don’t know where that encouragement is now that he is not here.. I am feeling stuck doing nothing. I am afraid of what if i couldn’t achieve things like he did… I am afraid to loose. Loose what do i have to loose I sometimes wonder… I need to get out of my screen addiction and fear of people. I know I should do there things but what is it that I couldn’t … I can’t bring myself to do it.. Is it laziness? Bordem? Or am I just not the person who is not meant for it? Or is it that I am just self pitying myself when I can’t even figure out how to be a normal person let alone figure out my goal.