I feel that maybe if her parents hadn’t treated her like an object she wouldn’t have committed suicide. They tried pleasing their sick daughter with their… healthy adopted child. She hated her sister but loved her more, those moments when her sister called out to her were probably the worst. Imagine hating someone who desperately calls for you in their worst state. Her sister was jealous and felt deprived of the life Serena (FYI I know it’s not her real name) had and so tried to drag her into her little hole just to feel less lonely, maybe she knew what she was doing maybe not but it hurt either way. Since everyone around her was so inconsiderate from the beginning her life was probably meaningless in her eyes. How sad, if only she were to scream and make them understand or leave and have the will she has to die, maybe then things would’ve been quite different. She wouldn’t have felt like she was acting when most times it was probably genuine
It’s not even just depression. Some people would actually take quite a bit of offense if you reduced a thought out choice, suicidal or not, simply to mental illness just because you didn’t understand it. She’s actually living imposter syndrome. This isn’t her life, her world. Sure she could try to enjoy it, but none of her issues are resolved with her last life and her memories are keeping her tied to it. Another death may be the one way to finally separate herself from them.
@Honda_san, yes she does, but u don’t understand how depression can transcend that kind of thing. She lived her whole last life being treated like a tool, and now, although she has nice parents, they are not hers, they r Selena’s parents. She is tired, annoyed and sad. I don’t approve suicide, but i lado don’t think we should let it go with a “U have nice parents now” “U have a good life” cuz even when that’s true, there’s still more.
Myboo_bear
I feel that maybe if her parents hadn’t treated her like an object she wouldn’t have committed suicide. They tried pleasing their sick daughter with their… healthy adopted child. She hated her sister but loved her more, those moments when her sister called out to her were probably the worst. Imagine hating someone who desperately calls for you in their worst state. Her sister was jealous and felt deprived of the life Serena (FYI I know it’s not her real name) had and so tried to drag her into her little hole just to feel less lonely, maybe she knew what she was doing maybe not but it hurt either way. Since everyone around her was so inconsiderate from the beginning her life was probably meaningless in her eyes. How sad, if only she were to scream and make them understand or leave and have the will she has to die, maybe then things would’ve been quite different. She wouldn’t have felt like she was acting when most times it was probably genuine
Spacetrebushet
This ch brought tears to my eyes, I’m too lonely
Icannotbreath
😭
Alix-Chan2000
Me checking the puffs in my inhaler before starting the stairs. *sigh* even death costs me
LilE
The suspens like will she jump or will she just sit there and let him carry her?
blahdeblah
is this one of those things that he forgets he can do magic because he is so distraught
Rococochoco
Me breathing hard and sitting in the middle of the second set of stairs “Maybe life isn’t so bad”
shiirosagi
I’m even more scared than last chapter.
Also this is seriously giving me flash backs of when a friend did this and we had to scour our town just to find him. It was so scary..
Wonsoo
Andweee selenaa
Calico45
It’s not even just depression. Some people would actually take quite a bit of offense if you reduced a thought out choice, suicidal or not, simply to mental illness just because you didn’t understand it. She’s actually living imposter syndrome. This isn’t her life, her world. Sure she could try to enjoy it, but none of her issues are resolved with her last life and her memories are keeping her tied to it. Another death may be the one way to finally separate herself from them.
Sunflower_Seeds
@Honda_san, yes she does, but u don’t understand how depression can transcend that kind of thing. She lived her whole last life being treated like a tool, and now, although she has nice parents, they are not hers, they r Selena’s parents. She is tired, annoyed and sad. I don’t approve suicide, but i lado don’t think we should let it go with a “U have nice parents now” “U have a good life” cuz even when that’s true, there’s still more.
Honda_san
🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹uhhh no please you have your good parents in this life