Summary
Read manhwa If You Wish for My Despair / To You Who Desire My Despair / To You Who Wish For My Despair / あなたが私の絶望を願うなら / Anata ga Watashi no Zetsubou wo Negaunara / 나의 절망을 바라는 당신에게
An orphan Anastasia, despite being of noble birth, was unable to afford to eat because of debts left behind by her parents. One day, her uncle, the Earl of Everdeen, proposes that she marry Theodore, a rival duke, in exchange for repayment of her debts, and Anastasia is sent to live with him. However, what awaits her is a life of ridicule, not only from Theodore but also from the maids. She is served with a messed-up dress and rotten food, and eventually, Theodore tells her, “It’s a good thing your parents are dead.” Anastasia is lonely and in despair, but one day she meets a man at a ball, and her destiny is changed forever.
- Chapter 80 September 1, 2024
- Chapter 79 August 25, 2024
- Chapter 78 August 18, 2024
- Chapter 77 August 11, 2024
- Chapter 76 August 4, 2024
- Chapter 75 July 28, 2024
- Chapter 74 July 21, 2024
- Chapter 73 July 14, 2024
- Chapter 72 July 7, 2024
- Chapter 71 June 30, 2024
- Chapter 70 June 23, 2024
- Chapter 69 March 5, 2024
- Chapter 68 March 4, 2024
- Chapter 67 March 3, 2024
- Chapter 66 February 12, 2024
- Chapter 65 February 11, 2024
- Chapter 64 January 29, 2024
- Chapter 63 January 28, 2024
- Chapter 62 January 14, 2024
- Chapter 61 January 7, 2024
- Chapter 60 December 31, 2023
- Chapter 59 December 24, 2023
- Chapter 58 December 24, 2023
- Chapter 57 December 10, 2023
- Chapter 56 December 3, 2023
- Chapter 55 November 26, 2023
- Chapter 54 November 19, 2023
- Chapter 53 November 12, 2023
- Chapter 52 November 5, 2023
- Chapter 51 October 30, 2023
- Chapter 50 October 22, 2023
- Chapter 49 October 15, 2023
- Chapter 48 October 9, 2023
- Chapter 47 October 1, 2023
- Chapter 46 September 24, 2023
- Chapter 45 September 24, 2023
- Chapter 44 September 10, 2023
- Chapter 43 September 3, 2023
- Chapter 42 August 27, 2023
- Chapter 41 August 20, 2023
- Chapter 40 August 13, 2023
- Chapter 39 August 6, 2023
- Chapter 38 July 30, 2023
- Chapter 37 July 23, 2023
- Chapter 36 July 16, 2023
- Chapter 35 July 9, 2023
- Chapter 34 July 2, 2023
- Chapter 33 June 25, 2023
- Chapter 32 June 18, 2023
- Chapter 31 June 12, 2023
- Chapter 30 June 4, 2023
- Chapter 29 May 28, 2023
- Chapter 28 May 21, 2023
- Chapter 27 May 14, 2023
- Chapter 26 May 7, 2023
- Chapter 25 April 30, 2023
- Chapter 24 April 30, 2023
- Chapter 23 April 17, 2023
- Chapter 22 April 9, 2023
- Chapter 21 April 2, 2023
- Chapter 20 March 26, 2023
- Chapter 19 March 26, 2023
- Chapter 18 March 26, 2023
- Chapter 17 March 26, 2023
- Chapter 16 March 26, 2023
- Chapter 15 March 26, 2023
- Chapter 14 March 26, 2023
- Chapter 13 March 26, 2023
- Chapter 12 March 26, 2023
- Chapter 11 March 26, 2023
- Chapter 10 March 26, 2023
- Chapter 9 March 26, 2023
- Chapter 8 March 26, 2023
- Chapter 7 March 26, 2023
- Chapter 6 March 26, 2023
- Chapter 5 March 26, 2023
- Chapter 4 March 26, 2023
- Chapter 3 February 18, 2023
- Chapter 2 February 17, 2023
- Chapter 1 January 2, 2023
Lightning-Kun
This story wish for reader’s despair while they are reading it………
kołdra
I like this story. I feel genuine connection and empathy to the main character even though she is imperfect. I had similar life expiriences to her and her emotions are spot on to the things I have felt throughout my life.
If you don’t like reading about sadness or loneliness or you fight depression I don’t recommend this to you. But for me, as I love stories about loners I love it. I love being
as hopefull as the FL about the future that will come in the next chapter.
Priya sri
Please update chapter of ‘A fortune -telling princess ‘
EleonoraBites
I read it up till 76 and honesty it’s got all the red flags. Spoilers ahead!!! When you think something is improving, well, it’s not. We’ve got here a mix of everything: orphan, abuse, corporeal punishment, humiliation, starvation and imprisonment, fixation on revenge when ML kills a man FL fell in love with (a glimmer of hope in her miserable life), insanity, suffering, loneliness, and then it even escalates further in a spiral of “how to beat a beaten dog” trope and make FL even more miserable. Imprisommemt. Then she gets away and for the first time enjoys her life. Again we revert back to imprisonment by ML (not in the fun way) who supposedly realized his love but really catches the FL who managed to rebuild her life only to rape her and force her to live with him. Then she leans dangerously close to suicide. Honestly, if you like suffering go ahead and read it. Personally im dropping it
Alj001
Thanks for the reviews below, saved my mental health.
Justletthem_be
BTW therapy seats are here only 50 available: 💺 💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺💺
Justletthem_be
I love this so much I read this when I think im having a hard time so that I know that this gril sufferings makes me just have a harder time😊
AnimeGirl
I start reading this because I read the comments but a lot of people apparently don’t understand, like this is not a love a history it’s trauma,,obsession,lust. Like I understand why she get to that point in her life and when she finally find a little happiness the dude take her back to sadness and loneliness like I get why she has so many traumas and him it’s sad to but she live worse than him and he knows it and he don’t care, he’s just obsessed with her. So sad I’m gonna keep going with this history because I wanna know what happens and the end, but if you don’t like sadness and woman been mistreated do not read this one.
💮 GORIL 💮(ノ-_-)ノ~┻━┻(O゚皿゚O)
How is this a romance it more like a tragedy
Rjason06
The fl instead of talking to the ml just goes out and gets her lover killed because of her stupidity, she will not to the ml about why she’s harassed and bullied but no she goes out and has a knight killed because he looks at her nicely.
Serpentine
It’s been months 😭😭😭
Serpentine
Please update 😭😭😭😭😭
ohmygween
hari??? do u even plan to update more of this chapter?? or this is the last chapter??? plss hari we need more ep…….pls update some……
Piece Ly
More chapters please
Tt99kk
Where can i read novel of this manhwa ؟؟!
Mochamie
this story is EXTREMELY WEIRD
FL and ML got into a forced engagement and FL stayed at ML’s residence. ML hates FL’s family SOO MUCH, but, FL also hates her family
Instead of sitting to discuss together like “Let’s do this for 2/3/4 years. I will help to eliminate my families.” after that, both ML and FL can live separately, or even together….. But, this story decides to do something weird
ML tortured FL for 5 years living with him. After 5 years, FL finds her true love, and ML plots to kill her true love. FL lost her mind and plotted to kill all her family for marrying her to ML. And now… they live weirdly every after trying to make each other’s lives miserable….
For the author, I know this is an illegal site, but if you happen to read this, don’t hesitate to get in touch with any professional in psychology
Pooopooo
So toxic please stay away from this manhua fl so weak ml toxic and side bitch are everywhere so op you blood pressure going up high so many chapters still same yet no peace just toxicity 🫣🥲 you feel angry sad sympathy 1% of happiness 99% toxicity read your own risk
Lightning-Kun
FL is treated super badly have weak body, and this story is sick it’s like author hates FL & make her suffer so damn much it involves disgusting abuse on FL by some bastard relative, retard ML, and other bitches for the love of god I wished FL would’ve run away regardless anything better than living with that sick bastard who chants nothing but damned Everdeen bleh