Summary
Read manhwa If You Wish for My Despair / To You Who Desire My Despair / To You Who Wish For My Despair / あなたが私の絶望を願うなら / Anata ga Watashi no Zetsubou wo Negaunara / 나의 절망을 바라는 당신에게
An orphan Anastasia, despite being of noble birth, was unable to afford to eat because of debts left behind by her parents. One day, her uncle, the Earl of Everdeen, proposes that she marry Theodore, a rival duke, in exchange for repayment of her debts, and Anastasia is sent to live with him. However, what awaits her is a life of ridicule, not only from Theodore but also from the maids. She is served with a messed-up dress and rotten food, and eventually, Theodore tells her, “It’s a good thing your parents are dead.” Anastasia is lonely and in despair, but one day she meets a man at a ball, and her destiny is changed forever.
- Chapter 80 September 1, 2024
- Chapter 79 August 25, 2024
- Chapter 78 August 18, 2024
- Chapter 77 August 11, 2024
- Chapter 76 August 4, 2024
- Chapter 75 July 28, 2024
- Chapter 74 July 21, 2024
- Chapter 73 July 14, 2024
- Chapter 72 July 7, 2024
- Chapter 71 June 30, 2024
- Chapter 70 June 23, 2024
- Chapter 69 March 5, 2024
- Chapter 68 March 4, 2024
- Chapter 67 March 3, 2024
- Chapter 66 February 12, 2024
- Chapter 65 February 11, 2024
- Chapter 64 January 29, 2024
- Chapter 63 January 28, 2024
- Chapter 62 January 14, 2024
- Chapter 61 January 7, 2024
- Chapter 60 December 31, 2023
- Chapter 59 December 24, 2023
- Chapter 58 December 24, 2023
- Chapter 57 December 10, 2023
- Chapter 56 December 3, 2023
- Chapter 55 November 26, 2023
- Chapter 54 November 19, 2023
- Chapter 53 November 12, 2023
- Chapter 52 November 5, 2023
- Chapter 51 October 30, 2023
- Chapter 50 October 22, 2023
- Chapter 49 October 15, 2023
- Chapter 48 October 9, 2023
- Chapter 47 October 1, 2023
- Chapter 46 September 24, 2023
- Chapter 45 September 24, 2023
- Chapter 44 September 10, 2023
- Chapter 43 September 3, 2023
- Chapter 42 August 27, 2023
- Chapter 41 August 20, 2023
- Chapter 40 August 13, 2023
- Chapter 39 August 6, 2023
- Chapter 38 July 30, 2023
- Chapter 37 July 23, 2023
- Chapter 36 July 16, 2023
- Chapter 35 July 9, 2023
- Chapter 34 July 2, 2023
- Chapter 33 June 25, 2023
- Chapter 32 June 18, 2023
- Chapter 31 June 12, 2023
- Chapter 30 June 4, 2023
- Chapter 29 May 28, 2023
- Chapter 28 May 21, 2023
- Chapter 27 May 14, 2023
- Chapter 26 May 7, 2023
- Chapter 25 April 30, 2023
- Chapter 24 April 30, 2023
- Chapter 23 April 17, 2023
- Chapter 22 April 9, 2023
- Chapter 21 April 2, 2023
- Chapter 20 March 26, 2023
- Chapter 19 March 26, 2023
- Chapter 18 March 26, 2023
- Chapter 17 March 26, 2023
- Chapter 16 March 26, 2023
- Chapter 15 March 26, 2023
- Chapter 14 March 26, 2023
- Chapter 13 March 26, 2023
- Chapter 12 March 26, 2023
- Chapter 11 March 26, 2023
- Chapter 10 March 26, 2023
- Chapter 9 March 26, 2023
- Chapter 8 March 26, 2023
- Chapter 7 March 26, 2023
- Chapter 6 March 26, 2023
- Chapter 5 March 26, 2023
- Chapter 4 March 26, 2023
- Chapter 3 February 18, 2023
- Chapter 2 February 17, 2023
- Chapter 1 January 2, 2023
kogayou
The author hates happy story
Kain
Note to self: not your cup of tea
Pooopooo
Please Stop this shhi. T
Sairarorei
This a couple so toxic to the point of being radioactive. If you’re looking for romance, there is none. Just a story of mutual destrucción with some periods of regrets
But is interesting in their own level, something different for the usual.
rexzshadow
How this was not what I was expect, this is just pure toxic relationship to the next level (I don’t even call it toxic love because its not even that).
The ML is a terrible person and coward just like the FL calls him but the FL also become a terrible person (although force to be given how everyone treated her but still doesn’t excuse what she does in the end).
Overall you watch it for the mess and the only satifiying ending this can ever have is everyone dies… seriously everyone in the story just need to die.
kogayou
The author wants to see the characters she/he creates to have a miserable life
Bunnybubbles007
There really isn’t romance in this… I won’t spoil anything but just know this isn’t the type of romance you’re expecting….
athyxlucass
I mean its not even her fault she had to face issues all her life. That so called ml was trash towards her her parents died in front of her ughh why do people just come after her everytime i mean if in was her i would have ran away or would have dealt with that man and everyone. she has a lot of pain which no one tried to understand
MiscMech
T stg if she gets with the Duke in the end 🗡️🗡️🗡️
The new law
Nah the husband is deplorable. No redeeming qualities at all. Do not read this manhwa expecting the fl to end up with her husband
●Spoilers but it’s mostly a summary of the plot●
THE LITTLE BITCH JUST PROJECTS COMPLETELY ON HER LIKE WTF. ALL SHE HAS EVER DONE IS HAVE A SURNAME AND BE TRAUMATIZED ANND WHAT DOES HEEE DDOOOO???? HE BRINGS UP HER DEAD PARENTS ,WHO INFACT HAS DIED INFROMT OF HER, MULTIPLE TIMES, ONE TIME WAS LITERALLY HER FIRST ACTUAL MEETING WIH HIM. My poor fl 🙁 she literally suffers from everything. Her father dies and she finds him, her mother dies and she finds her hanging body, she goes into debt and staves for a while, some evil relative makes her marry some bitchass duke, she marries a man who hates her very existence, the servants in the house she lives in are constantly and purposefully neglecting and basically bullying her, when she even snaps, the little bitch of her husband has the nerve to mention how SHE SHOULD HAVE DIED WOTH HER PARENTS?!?!??!?!?!?!?!? FUCK YOU BITCH!!!! RAHHHHH! She eventually finds her comfort in a hot knight who doesnt hate her very existence like everyone she has known and he loves her too :). SIKE BITCH, HE DIES IN WAR BC OF BITCHASS HUSBAND AND SHE IS GRIEF-STRICKEN FOREVER AND BITCHASS HUSBAND IS HAPPY- FUCK YOU BITCHASS HUSBAND- . She does kinda loco and reveals how she will make her BITCHASS husband fall in love and then she will kill the poor girl like how the duke basically killed her poor lover :(- BUT SHE SAYS THAT TO THE DUKE. She has to pretend to be in love with her BITCHASS husband so then when he falls for some poor lady, it’ll make them seem closer and her more pitiful idk. She gets rid of traumatizing relative and has all of her family executed. BITCHASS husband falls for her, but at like, the same time he finds a lady that fl thinks he is in love with…
Now that I read this kinda vent, I basically summaried the most of the story lol
algengrutze
Sort of dislike both, ML and FL… insofar they might make a good couple:) The only character of interest so far is the daughter of that knight
Tagicflower99
This is a tragedy. I didn’t find that out until I looked up the novel tags.
K A T A N A
I think the long haired guy is still alive.. And I really hate the anastasias hubby, he does have money but he didn’t use it to investigate further if anastasia is really a spy or what.. He’s really a thrash and that stupid maid who saw the bruises of ana, didn’t even tell it to Ana’s hubby…all of them are thrash except anastasia.
serenitysara
not good for blood pressure .
chimayo
This manhwa is really insane! If you have a strong heart, it’s highly recommended for you.
EevysRead
If this is wjat its like to be nobles , count me out. A commoner might be more happier ,
Yukihira7
God this is so toxic but it keeps attracting me and I hate it.
Urfavorite
I can’t wait to see how it all plays out in the end
Urfavorite
Cute hope it gets updated soon😁
snowdreams
Are you guys still translating “seduce the villain’s father”? It hasn’t been updated for a while. I’m posting question here on one of your most recent update since it might not be seen on “seduce villains father” page that hasn’t been updated in a while