If You Wish for My Despair - Chapter 70
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JamaicanFujoshi
All the females in this are so pathetic. I have to drop this.
Dojaaaa
I wish I never picked this up bc dropping it now feels like I’m abandoning her, and tbh if I can’t help her then I at least want to accompany her in her misery. jesus.
Tamago1
What did he do to her before 2years ??
eivicidiiefyi
He venido religiosamente día tras día, para ver si actualizaba, me siento feliz
pero por otra parte, triste por el destino que le depara a nuestra prota
20205393
Disgusting!! This ML baster should die!
Alicia
@th3stuntman I read that too. I think thats the true ending. At least she gave him what he deserved and he’s nowhere near where shes buried and i hope shes somewhere else entirely. While he’s burning in hell 😌
Supremedamnation
My poor baby 😩 I’ve felt so bad for her this entire time and she’s never caught a break
ThisDunceReads
@kogayou
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Nobody knows if its the truth its a very open/alternate ending in side stories for interpretation
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So minor spoiler if they actually adept this
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This open ending goes like this……..when he dies of old age it ends with the past where he first met ana as a kid but nothing more
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So speculations /peoples personal interpretations
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are either he regressed
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or he is in a loop as punishment having to witness the shit he did over and over
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so its really upto personal interpretations and if this adaptation will follow it all and give side stories
Sdpro
Tf is happening with this basterd??!!
kogayou
And I heard that he actually regressed and meet ana, Fin. That’s what I read, dunno if that real or not
Th3Stuntman
okay, honestly. Warning everyone now, it’s going to get dark, even darker than it has been. This story doesn’t have a happy ending, you have been warned.
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-spoilers-
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He continually rapes Anastasia over and over again. It’s described in the novel that first there was pain, but eventually she grew numb to it, then she felt pleasure and felt revulsion that her own body could betray her. Even when she’s given an option to run away she doesn’t, she’s just done. So when she’s given a poison to kill the “ML”, she doesn’t use it on him. She uses it on herself and instead of using it in the way that causes instant death. Ana does it so she dies slowly. Because that will hurt him more. So he takes her to the frigid north, where she hates it, nearly dying on the way due to her weakened state, the cold and constant moving.
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There Ana lives out the rest of her life in relative comfort, never moving from her bed except for walks to the green house. She never laughs, crys or smiles. The maids think she’s a bit creepy, they aren’t aware of what happened since all the ones who knew anything were replaced. So they think the “ML” is really in love with Ana and that she’s a bit ungrateful. Ana doesn’t care anymore, and she slowly fades away. On her deathbed, she makes Theo promise that if there is a next life. That he’d stay the hell away from her and that she never wants to see him again. Then makes him promise to stay alive after she dies, that would be his atonement. To live forever alone and wallowing in the misery caused by his own choices. She makes him go get her some wine and dies by the time she gets back. She didn’t want his face being the last thing she saw before she died.
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She’s buried in the greenhouse where she loved to walk, and he lives to old age. He never remarried, never had children, never went back to the capital and lived a quiet life. When he died, he was buried in the green house in the furthest corner away from her, because he was ashamed his body was old and ugly.