For My Lost Love - Chapter 80
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AmethystAmbivert
That man killed the love of her life. He drove him to suicide. How is Hestia’s hatred unjustified? thank you @Th3Stuntman for voicing my exact thoughts. Helios KILLED Kael.
Th3Stuntman
Let’s put this into some perspective shall we. Imagine someone you admire, not just admire and respect. But someone you so admired and respected, that you followed his entire life story. Even getting involved in the background just so you can watch and witness a beautiful love story. Only for when everything was done, the one person you loved the most. The one you admired for always being there for the person they themselves loved. The one that deserved a happily ever after the most. Was trampled on, disrespected, austrisized, their future stolen and went into a deep depression. All because of the actions of the “friends” he supported and should have supported him back even if it was just to repay the favor.
Now there is nothing you can do, you’re not famous, you’re not rich (at least anymore), you don’t have a way to help. All you can do is continue to read the newspapers about his various suicide attempts. Then you happen to stumble on him. You panic, you know everything he’s been through, the pain he must be suffering is something you probably can’t even imagine. So you try and help them, maybe, just maybe, this can help them. To show them, that there is one person who appreciated everything he did, even if it wasn’t for you. Only for you to discover his body and suicide note moments later, that brief moment of hope, shattered.
Tired, lonely, poor and ailing health. You begin to resent, you go to the temple. Not just to see if they could help with your illness, but to seek guidance. Only for them to deny you. It’s a slap to the face all over again since the woman that man loved is the representative of the church. Everything that has happened, all of the darkness wells up in you about how fate has played out and you lash out. Only to find you’ve woken up in the past, given the chance to save the most lovable man you’d ever known. You decide to help him recover and get revenge in the process for him. You convince yourself it’s for him, but it’s also for yourself. They didn’t just destroy 1 life with there love story, but 2. The more you find out the inside story, the more you see that poor man’s depression, the more angry you get at the unreasonableness of it all.
Then, the 1 thing, the single thing that had started the dominos of fate that brought that man to his death. Was sparked again, even if only briefly, directed at YOU. YOU, of all people. Oh you better believe I’d be pissed, I’d be fucking livid. I’d be looking for bricks. But for the sake of everything else and keeping the peace and not bringing up old wounds. You choose to forget it, to let it slide, because they realized their mistake in the moment. Only for that guy to bring it fucking up again, IN FRONT OF THE ONE PERSON HE SHOULDN’T.
So yeah, Hestia’s anger is more than justified. Her only problem, is in admitted that her revenge is as much for herself as Kael. Hes isn’t even aware that her anger isn’t only about the injustices Kael faced.
trucksama
the person justifying cp hel action needs to calm down??
hes as all rights to be angry on him
did u perhaps miss the point were he tells MC’s that he took kael for granted….. let’s not forget he didn’t trust him at all to the point he choose to take his life…….hes is trying to revenge not to forgive and forget stuff
MEM-Cho
@I.mbarb
You are so right
I.mbarb
Who’s complaining about Hestia’s hate. Have you forgotten that she has such a platonic love for Kael that she is living her second life FOR HIM? Furthermore, she witnessed Kael’s suicide in her past life. She converted the trauma of his suicide into hatred for Hélios and Diana. It makes perfect sense that she won’t be able to let go easily of this grudge
Yall can have the mls ill take the Hot daddys
And btw ik ik that Hess is hating heli but dude give him a chance and Ik that heli has a crush on Hess but this time heli is not gonna steal Hess from kael don’t worry after he had diana he can’t be that greedy that he want to steal kaels wife I mean like he ust that worse like diana wanting to have kael instead of heli I just gonna say poor heli has to deal with trash like diana
Yall can have the mls ill take the Hot daddys
Hess is starting to give me anger issues because dude heli is not gonna hurt Kael anymore it only happened coz of this bich diana or whatever bro let Kael and heli be friends again and toss diana away on the trashy street where she Belongs
Iread&talkshit😎
Hess is starting to annoy me, cause keal is always showing her it’s only her not that bitch ass empress and Hess is still stuck I. Her past life memories
ImAGhost777777777
Basically, Helios is kinda confessing his feelings for Hestia. I don’t approve. Kaelus and Hestia for 874748498373636374849948474 billion years.😍😍😍😍
MiscMech
“I hurt you and took you for granted and then discarded you”
Is something he really should’ve said when he learned that his best friend was suicidal. Or even in the universe where he actually succeeded. Instead, because Diana said so, the friendship they had since childhood – being practically brothers – it’s all gone.
Monologhit
Hess is really sick at this point and she really needs help. Why there’s so much unnecessary hatred inside her?
Mooneus
I still think fl obsession is sick and unhealthy. I kinda uncomfortable reading her character though but still nice revenge
[email protected]
I had hoped I was wrong, but the truth is Helios is definitely in love with Hess. The fact that Helios’s face is also revealing his affection AND the telling Kael he wouldn’t “covet” what’s his, Hestia is angry. She doesn’t want Kael to be hurt again. She wants Helio to STFU and not look at her with such sad “unrequited-love” eyes.
lazydaisy
Kael* i guess his name is karl now bc my autocorrect
lazydaisy
is there a missing scene or something why did Hes suddenly freak out and start thinking about not letting Karl know about how she feels after crown prince said that he basically wouldn’t bother them anymore
@F3ngX1an
One step closer to Diana’s downfall! But I have to say, Helios is honestly a very unlikeable character right now.
PrincesadeBambulua
Helios needs to be a bro and stop trying to steal his “best friends” love interests like that. He’s the crown prince or whatever but he ain’t god
rhaenyra
He wouldn’t covet*
rhaenyra
So,at this point,it’s become certain that Helio is interested in Hestia.His feelings are envy and admiration combined with romantic ones.He is envious of Kael who has such a supportive and helpfup wife like Hestia unless like Diana.In the novel,his feelings towards her are more openly expressed(I mean his pov is more described;not that he expressed his feelings openly in case you misunderstand).Therefore,when he siad he wouldn’t what Kael belongs anymore here means Hestia.
xphoenixx
Awww the end chibi is cute